BookMe #986 - I was about to go crazy, but Chu Hao made me stop
#986 - I was about to go crazy, but Chu Hao made me stop
"How did you suddenly become possessed? Young people have a lot of energy; it's normal to let it out. Any man would do it; don't feel guilty," Chu Hao casually replied.
Tang Sanzang's emotions of regret and sorrow suddenly came to an abrupt halt. He was completely thrown off by Chu Hao. Tang Sanzang looked at Chu Hao with an embarrassed expression.
"Emperor, did you just say something forbidden?"
Chu Hao looked at Tang Sanzang with a face full of innocence.
"Didn't you say it yourself?"
Tang Sanzang stammered, gesturing awkwardly, "No, no, what I mean is, I killed nearly twenty, and I even felt pleasure while killing them. Now I feel very guilty. I feel like I'm guilty.
Also, Emperor, look at my arm. What kind of monk has such a huge bicep!"
Tang Sanzang tried his best to explain.
The expression on Chu Hao's face became even stranger.
"Normal, normal. You've only killed twenty. It's normal for an average person to kill two people at a time. They also feel pleasure while killing, and then they feel guilty afterward."
"Besides, isn't it normal to have thick arms? It's called 'use it or lose it.' It becomes like this with exercise. It's very normal! Many people want it but don't have it!"
Tang Sanzang was so embarrassed that he scratched his head and cheeks. He always felt that Chu Hao was describing something strange.
He was clearly talking about a terrifying and anxiety-inducing problem of being possessed, but why did it change its meaning when it came out of Chu Hao's mouth?
Disturbed by Chu Hao, Tang Sanzang even forgot the killing intent and bloodlust he had found in his heart. He was completely baffled.
Then, the demonic energy within Tang Sanzang actually began to dissipate and soon began to converge.
This was originally the demonic energy that his good brother Gu Yang had implanted in Tang Sanzang's body back then. In fact, it had already erupted once before, but at that time, it was forcibly taken to the Western Heaven and washed away.
However, the seed of demonic energy in his soul had always remained. Although it wouldn't affect his mind, it was like a time bomb hidden in his soul.
In fact, Tang Sanzang was already good enough. If it had been an ordinary person, under the combined impetus of soaring strength, demonic energy, and the destructive desires in human nature, they would have fallen into the demonic realm long ago.
It was really because Tang Sanzang's heart was strong enough. Even during the killing, he maintained a very clear mind and would kindly help the demon second generations to be reborn.
Really, the demon second generations should be grateful to have met such a good Tang Sanzang.
Although Tang Sanzang's heart was so firm, he still couldn't accept his current giant body.
After all, no normal person grows up like this. In addition to the lingering demonic energy, Tang Sanzang began to doubt his life.
Chu Hao was not in a hurry, and walked to Tang Sanzang's side very easily, patted Tang Sanzang on the shoulder, and said calmly:
"Don't worry, your current appearance is only temporary. You are just having indigestion because you have absorbed too much energy."
"At most half a month, you will return to normal, and this demonic energy in you, well, it actually has nothing to do with you, and it will soon dissipate."
Tang Sanzang was originally looking at his strong, inhuman body with frustration, but at this moment, when he suddenly heard Chu Hao say this, Tang Sanzang's eyes lit up instantly.
"Really?!"
"I'm really not possessed; I'm just having simple indigestion?"
"However, I still feel a little confused. When I killed them just now, I used demonic energy to indulge in killing. Am I really not possessed?"
What Tang Sanzang feared most was killing innocent people indiscriminately.
Under the influence of demonic energy, his desire to kill just now was extremely manic, and now Tang Sanzang doesn't know why he was so crazy.
What he feared was not killing, but killing innocent people indiscriminately that was not his true nature, especially fearing that he would be controlled by demonic energy and kill by animal desires.
Chu Hao could also feel what Tang Sanzang meant, so he chuckled:
"Then let me ask you, do you think your mind is calm now?"
Tang Sanzang was a little stunned, but he still nodded and said, "It's no different from normal."
Chu Hao then asked:
"Then tell me, what would you do if you encountered these monsters who choose people to eat and enjoy eating people again?"
"Kill without mercy!" Tang Sanzang's eyes were firm, like a sword!
Chu Hao clapped his hands and smiled:
"Then that's it. The person who deserves to die is dead, and he was killed by the righteous. How can there be any talk of being possessed?"
Tang Sanzang was still a little tangled.
"However, I used demonic methods. I actually killed them, and I also sucked their physical strength. I'm no different from a monster."
Chu Hao rolled his eyes and said disdainfully:
"Let me ask you again, suppose you see an innocent person about to be sliced and eaten by a monster,"
"But as long as you use the power of the devil to transform into a hideous devil, you can kill the monster and save the innocent person. Do you use the power of the devil or not?"
"Use it!" Tang Sanzang said without hesitation, his eyes full of determination.
"Seeing an innocent person in trouble, having the ability to save him but not saving him is condoning evil! Even if I fall into the eighteenth level of hell, I will save him! Buddha said: If I don't go to hell, who will?"
Chu Hao slapped his thigh, spread his hands, and smiled:
"That's it, isn't it? If you dare to say no, I'll kick you to death!"
"Only the power to do evil is evil, and the power to save people is not evil."
"Your pattern is too small after all. What you are entangled in now is whether the form is good-looking or not. Let me ask you, is it important?"
"What about the Kirin arm? Whether it is magic or Buddhism, as long as it can save people and the world, it is a good method!"
"If you are obsessed with the appearance of the form, whether it is good-looking or ugly, whether it is Buddha's light or magic light,
Then what is the difference between those hypocrites who always put benevolence, justice and morality on their lips and put themselves on the moral high ground?"
Tang Sanzang was instantly caught in a state of shock, his face full of remorse,
"Emperor, I was wrong. I didn't even think of this. I just wanted to make myself look like a Buddha,
But I don't know that all beings are equal. Even the blue-faced, fangs, three-headed, and eight-armed demon, as long as he has a Buddha's heart to save the world and does righteous things, then he is a Buddha!"
"I understand, Emperor! I will never be soft on those criminals again!"
Chu Hao nodded.
"You really understand."